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STUMBLING

FEELING LESS WHOLE

WORDS DRUMMING INTO MY HEAD

-LIKE KNIVES-

EARS SCORCHING WITH RAGE

AND PAIN

FEELING THE HUNGER

THAT LOSS OF SELF BRINGS

-

BEATING ME INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

BEATING ME BEATING ME

FALLING NOW INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

YOU'RE LOSING ME

YOU'RE KILLING ME

I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME...

-

STUMBLING THROUGH FIRE

FACE FLASHING ICE

TWISTING INSIDE

(MY GUTS TWISTING INSIDE)

TEARING MY LIFE

FROM MY HANDS

TWISTING MY SELF

BURNING YOUR HATE

INTO MY BRAIN

I'M GOING INSANE

-

BEATING ME INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

BEATING ME BEATING ME

FALLING NOW INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

YOU'RE LOSING ME

YOU'RE KILLING ME

I THOUGHT YOU NEEDED ME...

I THOUGHT YOU WANTED ME...

I THOUGHT...

I THOUGHT...

THE RAGE-FIRE CONSUMING ME

EATING ME

BURNING ME UP

(NOTHING BUT ASHES, MY SOUL)

KILLING ME

FEELING THE

FLAME, FEELING IT BURN

KILLING ME

PLEASING YOU

BURNING ME

-

TEARS STINGING MY EYES

I STARE AT THE SKY

WATERED, DISTORTED BY TEARS

KNOWING I'M EMPTY

YOU'VE BURNED ME

PUNCHED HOLES IN MY SOUL

SILVER BLADES FLASH

THE TEETH HAVE A BITE TO THEM

CATCHING MY

CATCHING MY

CATCHING MY

SKIN--

-

BEATING ME INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

BEATING ME BEATING ME

FALLING NOW INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

YOU'RE LOSING ME

KILLING ME

HURTING ME

I LOVED YOU...

-

DRAG THE KNIFE ACROSS MY FLESH

CUTTING IT, FREEING MYSELF

FEELING THE WARM LIFE

DRAIN FROM MY WRISTS

LOSING WHAT LITTLE SUBSTANCE I HAD

LOSING ME,

LOSING MYSELF

MY RAGE FREEZES IN ITS TRACKS

MY EYES STOP CRYING

WHAT HAVE I DONE?

-

BEATING ME INTO THE GROUND

YOU'VE BEATEN ME DOWN

(I CAN'T FIGHT BACK)

FALLEN NOW INTO THE GROUND

BEATEN ME DOWN

I'M DYING...

DYING...

LIVING...

-

NEVER WHOLE WAS I

NEVER LOVED, NEVER ACCPETED

BLIND TO THE WAY THINGS WERE

THINGS ARE

SUPPOSED TO BE

FUMBLING TOWARDS MY FATE

FEELING MY BODY SLIP AWAY

NOW I'M LOSING MYSELF

NO NEED TO FORGIVE YOU

I ONLY HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE YOURSELF

-

BEATING ME INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

BEATING ME BEATING ME

FALLING NOW INTO THE GROUND

BEATING ME DOWN

DON'T YOU SEE

WHAT YO'URE DOING TO ME

CAN'T YOU SEE

YOU'VE KILLED ME

-

I'M GONE NOW

I FEEL THE PAIN OF MY FAMILY

PERHAPS, I FEEL I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT

BUT THEN I SEE YOU

STARING IN DISBELIEF

KNOWING YOU KILLED ME

I SMILE, NOW WHOLE

SCREW YOU

YOU CAN'T RUIN MYSELF ANYMORE

FADE TO BLACK

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